We finally head off towards the ice field in a line using fresh oxygen bottles. Around half an hour later, we hit the slopes and go up the fixed rope. Many are already above us and some of them are slow so we overtake them and continue. The snow dust bites into our face and plasters our ski goggles. We focus on each step as if nothing else existed outside and truly at that point, nothing else matters. One step at a time, gasp, push, pull; another step; we build up rhythm and keep going. Five hours later, we are at the ice shelf around 8300m, where we rest briefly and clip into a new oxygen bottle, dumping the one we had been using until now for the return trip. From this point, with each step, we commit ourselves deeper into the possibilities of death. There’s no turning back. The steep exposed ridge seems endless. Far ahead, we can see some headlamps that shine like stars. We look down at our own step and simply keep climbing like robots without thoughts, without feelings.
Slowly the eastern horizon begins to light up as twilight seems imminent. We pause and watch, and pray for the sun to shine and ease our misery to some extent. As the sun begins to rise, painting the sky in pink and orange, we can only wonder at nature’s beauty, forgetting our miseries, and gape at the unfolding world of ice. Suddenly the world comes alive as we begin to see the neighbouring peaks and glaciers. We seem to be caught in a frozen planet where no one else lived. To our back and below, Lhotse looks small. We cross the South Summit and feel tired beyond imagination yet the summit fever is on and there’s no stopping now.
Finally, the summit dome rises above us and we see the top of the world. We let go off the fixed rope and one by one, digging our ice axes deep into the hard snow, step on the summit of Everest after an epic battle lasting over 10 hours. Life for each one of us would never be the same again.