Awdhesh Mishra talks about his low phase: I locked myself in my house for almost a year

Popular actor Awdhesh Mishra who is predominantly known for playing negative roles in the

Bhojpuri

cinemas has also appeared in a

Bollywood

film like 'Dirty Politics' starring Naseeruddin Shah, Mallika Sherawat, Jackie Shroff and Anupam Kher.

In an interview with ETimes,

Awdhesh

goes down the memory lane and recalls his struggling days "My parents are like god to me. Instead of my father, I used to fear my mother a lot. I shared a great bond with my father. Our chemistry was so amazing that without saying anything to each other, we often understood what we felt," the actor talks about the warm bond he shared with his father.

He further adds, "After his demise, I came to Mumbai and locked myself in my house for almost a year. I didn't want to see anything that would remind me of my father. During those days, my wife started working at a school to help the family financially. Later, when I stepped out for work, I used that dark phase of my life as a strength post my father’s first death anniversary." "On the other hand, my mother lives in our hometown and I always have a fear of losing her," Awdhesh concludes.

Awdhesh made his acting debut in 2005 as a villain in the Bhojpuri movie ‘Dulha Aisan Chahi’. Directed by Sunil Sinha, his performance was highly praised by the audience.