Stuck in Mumbai, Sanjana Banerjee missed her grandfather's shraddh in Kolkata

Sanjana Banerjee, who acted in

Fidaa

opposite Yash, is in Mumbai now with her mother. The actress lost her

grandfather

on May 7. Today, there was a prayer

ceremony

in Kolkata that she couldn’t attend. “Loss is a new concept in my life, which I experienced for the first time after my grandfather passed away. I was very close to him. I regret not meeting him one last time. I will also not be able to offer my prayers at his shraddh ceremony today. He was the strongest man I’ve ever known. When I met him last at the

hospital

, he told me that we have to be “fit and fine”, with his charming

toothless

smile! I wanted to be there to bid goodbye to dadai. I want to be there for my grandma, to hold her tight, to ease her pain but I’m stuck in Mumbai. I’ve never felt so helpless in my entire life,” said the actress.